Showing posts with label Lucy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lucy. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 9, 2018

Ranch Journal ~ January 8, 2018

Cleaning tack has been on my to-do list since forever.
What a luxury it is to have the time to do the job right...

...where "right" means: 
clearing a comfortable spot to do a project which might take longer than a day,
tying up the light fixture so I wouldn't give myself a concussion,
and fixing the wobbly saddle stand first in order to have a sturdy place to scrub saddles.


The sunroom proved to be a good workshop for the time being – 
I could watch the boys and the birds, and Smooch could hang out on the daybed and watch me.
But then my thoughts wandered to a more permanent solution for a workshop/studio space,
and it's a wonder anything got done while I imagined enclosing the back porch
or building an addition.


I've yet to allow my thoughts to wander down the path of "will I get another equine to ride?"
It's been almost four months, but you'd never know it by the amount of tears shed 
cleaning Lucy's bridle. Lord help me when I get to her saddle.





Monday, October 2, 2017

While I've been gone

 My mind has been and remains a jumbled mess since Lucy's death, 
much like this picture, taken during the middle of one of those once-in-a-hundred year storms
which happened here Friday night. I'll get to that in a minute.

First let me say:

1. Thank you, for every comment you've written and every email you've sent.
I burst into tears just thinking about them
and how you all are always here for me.

2. Our vet concluded from Lucy's necropsy report that she died of kidney failure,
which likely had been coming on for months. Nothing we could have done
in her final weeks would have altered the outcome.

3. George is doing well. His foundered front feet were pain-free for a few weeks,
then it rained and he became sore again, but now he's better again,
and I expect this will be the pattern for awhile until he's fully recovered.
He remains in his pen and is surprisingly calm and content.


As for that hundred-year storm...
It came after three days and 1.75" of rain, which is all but unheard of around here.

 In 30 minutes Friday evening, another inch of rain fell,
plus an inch or so of marble-sized hail, which came down so hard
I was convinced all the windows on the north and west sides 
of the house would break. 

The noise in the barn was too much for Alan to handle.
He chose to stand butt to the storm in the corral for most of it.

I don't know how hard the wind blew because 
the cup things broke and parted ways with the gauge.


The rain and hail overwhelmed the drainage culverts, flooding the corral,
the back porch, the front porch, and just about everything in between.
The barn sits on higher ground, so George and eventually Alan
had a safe, dry place to be.



 The hail stripped the juniper trees of their berries and a lot of their foliage.
I would love to see drone footage of the ranch about now - it would look like
every tree was standing on a bright green carpet.

 
 
The really amazing thing about the hail, though (those pock marks above are the dents it made),
 is that it broke apart every bit of donkey poop in the pasture, then the rain dissolved what was left.
I've got to think the pasture will be better for it in the long run, 
with all that fertilizer so nicely distributed.


The fence is another story. 
See those two black straps holding the connector onto the t-post? 


 The storm broke almost every stinkin' one of them.
The straps had been in place – in the relentless New Mexico sun – for 12 years,
and I suspect they were all suffering from UV fatigue. 
The wind and hail accelerated their demise in one fell swoop.
I had spare parts to fix a hundred or so and temporarily fixed 
the other 1,872 (not a typo) with baling wire until more parts arrive.
So it was a busy weekend, and busy is good.
Keeps my mind out of dark, sad places.


 
 My morning coffee ritual gave me a sign that maybe it was time to try to smile again.



 And then who shows up Sunday morning but Steve
(that's him in the puddle).



He's survived here for 12 years that I know of. 
I'm certain he made his only appearance of 2017 to remind me that
all bad things, bad storms and obstacles in my path can be overcome.



 It just might take a little longer than expected.






Monday, September 18, 2017

Saturday, September 16, 2017

The story wasn't supposed to end this way


A vet came to the ranch Wednesday afternoon to examine Lucy. Since she wasn't eating
at that point, he thought it best that we haul her to town. We got her loaded in the trailer
and to the clinic, where she received liters of IV fluids that night and the next day, 
but she succumbed to whatever was ailing her and died late Thursday night.
A necropsy is being done, and I can only hope that a conclusive cause of death will be found.
Not knowing what took her away from us only adds to the heartbreak.


Tuesday, September 12, 2017

A moment's peace



 

When it's time for me to get some rest, Alan takes over as night watchman.


Sunday, September 10, 2017

Scenes from the infirmary and dispensary

Patient conditions are about the same as our last report
Lucy is on a course of penicillin as of Wednesday, and I'm seeing tiny signs
that she might be feeling a slight bit better.

The farrier came Friday, and I seriously doubted whether 
he'd be able to trim Lucy's hooves without her falling over,
but he worked fast, made sure she wasn't uncomfortable
and got her done. 

He believes George's hooves will heal quickly
and claims "medicine founder" is the easiest from which to recover.
I want to believe him, but I think I'll run his theory by the vet first.

Meanwhile, Alan is wandering around with nobody to play with except me.
He reminds me at every opportunity that I have again forgotten to feed him.
Then I remind him that he has three times as much pasture to graze
because his herdmates are penned up, 
then he reminds me that life isn't fair and I say I couldn't agree more,
and this goes on all day.


Nostril shot.


Here is Lucy eating. 
Look closely and you'll see the feral beast keeping her company.


I haven't sourced any pill pockets for donkeys, so I'm improvising with carrot snouts.


 George loves carrot snouts. 
He hasn't caught on that I hide pills in the nostrils.


Preparing the morning and evening medicine trays is becoming almost routine
in that I don't have to consult my spreadsheet for who gets what.


George gets the carrot snouts and Lucy gets everything else.


Then everybody gets the best medicine of all.




Thursday, September 7, 2017

Patient condition report

George's condition has been upgraded to stable and mischievous. He's moving almost normally, doesn't seem to be in much, if any, pain, and is trying to figure out how much stuff he can break and/or play with in the infirmary pen.

Lucy's condition remains guarded. I speak with the vet every day, and we continue to adjust her treatment plan. She is still very uncomfortable as the waiting game drags on. The vet suspects that there is an abcess caused by the dryland distemper bacteria buried high up in her flank area, which will eventually surface. I've asked him if there is anything more that could be done for her at the clinic. At this point, there is not, and he told me I'm doing more for her here than they could there since I can monitor and attend to her 24/7.

My condition is what it is. We'll get through this. It could be so much worse. I think about all the equine keepers in Texas. Somebody there was probably going through the same exact thing during the hurricane and flooding. And somebody in Florida or in proximity to one of the wildfires burning in the west is understandably freaking out right now because they've got a sick equine and their farm or ranch is in imminent danger. And surely there are DACA residents with sick equines thinking, "I've got enough to worry about damnit! Don't do this to me on top of everything else!"

So I'm doing my level best to keep things in perspective, stay calm, and not mix up George's meds with Lucy's. Thank you all for your support and friendship. It means everything to me.

Friday, September 1, 2017

A prickly mess

When I gathered the herd for Thursday morning's check-in, Lucy was covered in chunks of cholla.
It's not unusual to find a piece or five stuck on her head, but this was different.
It was like she had slept with a cactus and they woke up and had a big fight,
which she lost so she rolled over on him a few times. 

Anyway, I removed the big pieces without too much trouble, but panicked
when I saw that her back legs resembled vertical porcupines from the knees down.
Lucky for both of us, our vet answers his phone before dawn
and I had a syringe of Dormosedan Gel on hand.
The sedative gave me a 90-minute window to sit underneath her,
pulling out the spines without her killing me kicking out in pain.
I think/hope/pray I got most of them.
She'll be on antibiotics for awhile in case I didn't, since the vet believes
abcesses might form around any I missed. 

Once all the drama had passed, I headed out to the small pasture
where the herd stays overnight, looking for evidence
that might help me understand how Lucy got herself
into such a prickly mess.


I'd bet the ranch that this is the scene of the crime. 
My theory is: she took a nap in the fluffy soft dirt, 
rolled onto the cactus as she got up,
scared herself silly, then jumped into or over it,
scattering pieces of it willy-nilly across the area.
In other words, she slept with a cactus, had a fight with it and lost.

p.s. Please tell me I'm not the only one who sees a cholla shaped like 
a donkey on her back, rolling with her legs in the air.





Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Low expectations met

 I went outside 15 minutes prior to the time yesterday's eclipse 
was supposed to reach its peak of 80% totality in this part of New Mexico.
Drawing upon prior solar-eclipse experience, 
I knew it would probably be a bust I set my expectations very low.
It's like the sky is too big here for eclipses to work.
I know that makes no sense but most days nothing does.


 As expected, I could not take a decent picture of it.


 George: It's going to happen any second!


 George: Amazing! The shadow is blocking the whole sun!


 George: It's over already?


 The sunlight dimmed ever so slightly,


 but minds were not boggled, nor were spirits awakened.
We hope you greater-than-95-percenters made great memories for us.


 Alan: Shouldn't I at least get a cookie for not looking at it?



Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Me and my shadows

 Literally...



...and figuratively.

(Lucy would like you to notice how lovely she's looking in her summer whites.)


Saturday, August 5, 2017

Saturday encore ~ A long walk on a beautiful morning

This encore post is from August 11, 2016.


Today's music is "Through the Trees" from David Tolk. 


 



Friday, July 14, 2017

A tenth-of-an-inch miracle

I hadn't intended to take the week off from posting pictures, 
but I can't post them if I don't take them.
My camera has sat on the shelf for days because
the relentless heat and dryness has left me uninspired.

Then a tenth-of-an-inch miracle occured last evening...



...and all was right with the world, or at least my little patch of it anyway.



I could see a double rainbow from end to end across the eastern sky,
but no matter how far into the pasture I ran, I couldn't fit it all into one frame.
So hold the picture above in your mind, then scroll down 
and imagine you're looking left to right.



How nice of the ravens to join us.



George's ass is no pot of gold, but it'll do.







Friday, June 30, 2017

Random barn portraits

Without a winter coat on his face,
George looks like a new man burro.


 See what I mean?



Lucy's wondering if I'll ever take down Lyle's stall sign.
(Sorry, hon', it stays.)



I call this one "Cheeky."



"Circle of friends"